Braxton - Next To Me by B r a x t o n

Braxton - Next To Me by B r a x t o n

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Respect

Respect each religion regardless how it's been prayed. Respect each other in order to live in love and harmony.
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Today's inspiration

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Sometimes these kind of inspiration.. Is nice to read and appreciate. More to come.
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It rains

It has been drizzling since early afternoon till now. It was cold, even it is shiny outside. Why drizzling? Spent the whole day. Hope tomorrow will be a good day.

Another day

I just went back to my ex branch and return my things and take something's back.
Oh no well not really, I have to return my name tag n my medical card.
Anyway I be back again this week.
I am just waiting for my train to arrive. It raining at this time, and it's humid. Lucky thing, that I am not out whole day.
Or I be sticky and hot.
Ok my train is here. Going home.

A test on iPhone in blogging

Well now that I can blog my way
In writing my everyday life.
And also to share the everyday encounters I have.
Time to write me
Welcome to my blogging site..!! Ha ha ha

Understand Her Pain...

               

  Sometimes I walk alone at night.
  I try to figure out why it's so hard for me to fight,
  Why I've always tried to suppress the thoughts in my head,
  the ones that wish me dead.
  
  It seems that all was cold and dark along that path to my heart.  
  It seems that no one could see through the mask, 
  could see the hidden struggle
  and everything goes back to the start
  
  The beginning when all fell apart
  the time when all broke down,
  and the tears could not be heard,
  but the pain lingered on,
  gasping for air as it sucked all joy from her heart.
  
  She could not even whisper her longing to be held,
  her longing to forget,
  her longing to be heard and loved.
  She could not even face her own body,
  her own face as she woke.
  
  She was alone
  She was alone because no one would ever know what made her cry, 
  and die and turn to ashes inside.  
  Because the silence was her only hope, 
  her mask of joy.
  
  To understand -
  She lost herself that day.
  She lost all trust.
  It was too much for her small heart to take,
  too much for her small mind to forget.
  Can it ever go away?
  
  Please understand how hard it is.
  Learn to be patient as she begins to wake,
  reborn into a new world, that you have helped create.

Walking down an old street, listening to the sound of my

own footsteps. I weren't sure if I'm heading towards anywhere,

or I'm just walking away to avoid the heavy crowd.

Then I saw a girl crying in the nearby roadside ...

I went forward to console her, asking if she needs my help,

and those words she whispered in my ears, 

"There's nothing you can do to make me feel alright" .

Sometimes, not very often, you probably will get that feeling where

you don't wanna talk to anybody. You don't wanna fake a smile,

and you don't wanna fake being happy. But at the same exact time,

you just wanna be left alone. 

And, I'm no exception either.

Many are aware that, it was so recently I have a serious problem

here, but from my part, there's isn't a need to explain it to

whoever you are.

Just like the girl in my dream, there's nothing you could do or

say to make me feel alright, and if I could want anything in the world, 

it would be to be LEFT ALONE. 

Because when I'm alone, no one will constantly ask me what's

wrong with everything, and even though I did replied, there

isn't anyone who will take "Nothing's wrong, I'm fine." as 

an answer.

I'm sorry, but keep this in mind, the difficult situation I'm facing

right now will soon be over, and that I will be able to be myself again,

but until then all I need is to be alone.

Memories lies well ....

Very Second Counts

As we grow up,

we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will,

you'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it is harder every time.

you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours.

you'll fight with your bestfriend

.....and maybe even fall in love with them.

you'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry...

because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you.

So take too many pictures,

laugh too much,

and love like you've never been hurt...

because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.