Braxton - Next To Me by B r a x t o n

Braxton - Next To Me by B r a x t o n

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Respect

Respect each religion regardless how it's been prayed. Respect each other in order to live in love and harmony.
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Today's inspiration

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Sometimes these kind of inspiration.. Is nice to read and appreciate. More to come.
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It rains

It has been drizzling since early afternoon till now. It was cold, even it is shiny outside. Why drizzling? Spent the whole day. Hope tomorrow will be a good day.

Another day

I just went back to my ex branch and return my things and take something's back.
Oh no well not really, I have to return my name tag n my medical card.
Anyway I be back again this week.
I am just waiting for my train to arrive. It raining at this time, and it's humid. Lucky thing, that I am not out whole day.
Or I be sticky and hot.
Ok my train is here. Going home.

A test on iPhone in blogging

Well now that I can blog my way
In writing my everyday life.
And also to share the everyday encounters I have.
Time to write me
Welcome to my blogging site..!! Ha ha ha

Understand Her Pain...

               

  Sometimes I walk alone at night.
  I try to figure out why it's so hard for me to fight,
  Why I've always tried to suppress the thoughts in my head,
  the ones that wish me dead.
  
  It seems that all was cold and dark along that path to my heart.  
  It seems that no one could see through the mask, 
  could see the hidden struggle
  and everything goes back to the start
  
  The beginning when all fell apart
  the time when all broke down,
  and the tears could not be heard,
  but the pain lingered on,
  gasping for air as it sucked all joy from her heart.
  
  She could not even whisper her longing to be held,
  her longing to forget,
  her longing to be heard and loved.
  She could not even face her own body,
  her own face as she woke.
  
  She was alone
  She was alone because no one would ever know what made her cry, 
  and die and turn to ashes inside.  
  Because the silence was her only hope, 
  her mask of joy.
  
  To understand -
  She lost herself that day.
  She lost all trust.
  It was too much for her small heart to take,
  too much for her small mind to forget.
  Can it ever go away?
  
  Please understand how hard it is.
  Learn to be patient as she begins to wake,
  reborn into a new world, that you have helped create.

Walking down an old street, listening to the sound of my

own footsteps. I weren't sure if I'm heading towards anywhere,

or I'm just walking away to avoid the heavy crowd.

Then I saw a girl crying in the nearby roadside ...

I went forward to console her, asking if she needs my help,

and those words she whispered in my ears, 

"There's nothing you can do to make me feel alright" .

Sometimes, not very often, you probably will get that feeling where

you don't wanna talk to anybody. You don't wanna fake a smile,

and you don't wanna fake being happy. But at the same exact time,

you just wanna be left alone. 

And, I'm no exception either.

Many are aware that, it was so recently I have a serious problem

here, but from my part, there's isn't a need to explain it to

whoever you are.

Just like the girl in my dream, there's nothing you could do or

say to make me feel alright, and if I could want anything in the world, 

it would be to be LEFT ALONE. 

Because when I'm alone, no one will constantly ask me what's

wrong with everything, and even though I did replied, there

isn't anyone who will take "Nothing's wrong, I'm fine." as 

an answer.

I'm sorry, but keep this in mind, the difficult situation I'm facing

right now will soon be over, and that I will be able to be myself again,

but until then all I need is to be alone.

Memories lies well ....

Very Second Counts

As we grow up,

we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will,

you'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it is harder every time.

you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours.

you'll fight with your bestfriend

.....and maybe even fall in love with them.

you'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry...

because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you.

So take too many pictures,

laugh too much,

and love like you've never been hurt...

because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

My Very Own Koi Fish...

I am keeping fishies in my Blog....!!! how interesting.. I can feed the fishes , just click onto the white area.. you'll actually see bits of red dots(which is Food that is). Click it anywhere... my fishes will follow your clicks.. !!

Ha ha ha.. well happy clicking..

Don't over feed the Koi fishies

Warmth from Ah brown

So sweet of my kitty to keep me warmth, while I was lying on my bed to rest after my med.
He gave me a kiss on the cheek.. and when to my feet and doze off... love Ah brown..

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My Lovely Sisters Who I love and Cherish For Most..

Here is a video that i create and edited myself, is to honour my sisters with love and hugs and kisses, from me..
You know who you are, when you see yourself in my music video..
More awesome advance video i will make..it my 2nd passion...
Need more to learn the State-Of-The-Art of video editing...
Well, to see this vid.. you gotta stop playing my Ipod, which on the side bar.. then you , can see it..

My phuket Trip..

Look At me So Happy... Finally got to escape from the hussle N bussle of Stressful Singapore...!!!
Damm... I enjoyed myself.. THE BEACH....( My Cosy Place Ever)
The delicious food.. Sheesh...!! 100X Spicy wa....!!! But I loike..
The Massage.. it suppose to be a leg massage... but the lady did from foot to cracking my BACK...!!! okays.. I am like Jelly by the time I stepped out of the massage salon...!!! Can't walk properly.. to soothe...!!!
The Pic on your Left: Is our First Day in Phuket.. and we decided to explore the town by FOOT....!!!! Anyway, i prefer walking, so we know how to get around ...  That smile i had on face, is because I finally found my Cosy area... Patong Beach...!!! ah... heaven... hee hee.

SIN have NO 24hrs BURGER KING.... Phuket has it... not fair.. SIN only MAC.. Haiz boring....

Gonna Share my Trip With you...: Here Goes...!!!

Patong Beach...!!

Woohoo... oh yes... Heaven.. I love the Beach... I love the Sun... I love the Sea and sound of the Wave.

Soaking Up In the sun.. admiring mother nature.. and the locals.. here.. friendly.. Nice..
Love it.. Next i come Back.. if my Friends i going again.. :D

Having my Ice COLD Chang beer...under sizzling heat of Patong Beach.

 ENGLISH BREAKFAST

FOR ONLY $10SGD

IN FAMILY MANSION

This really great.. for only this amt.. you eat like king and queen there.. so good... so tasty...!!! Awesome.

Trading Yesterday - My Last Goodbye

Whack-A-Kitty

OMG...!!! What a Memory..

OMG...!! guess what my mom gave me this when she was cleaning the store room..!!! I was so Shocked to see this still here.. I thought I lost it.. already thanks mom.. for digging the store room and wala... presto.. my secondary school final photo..

Ya YaYa... ha ha guess where ME...??!! 

Non Formal pose... suggested by my form teacher.. Mr. Siow... erm... ya .. correct that his name.. ha ha ha.. 

This is the Old North View Sec Logo..

I still have my P.E tee shirt somewhere in the house...!! but i know is still somewhere...

my darling

Love the Mummy kitties. Baby, her name... loving mama, to her full grown kitties at home...

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My very First Pc Game..

This was my very FIRST PC GAMES, which I learned how to play.. Yes .. Counter Strike...!!! It was like year 2000..!!!! wow...!!! 10 years back...!!! wow how time flies...!! this game got my hooked to PC games till now.. And still going.. lol... I remembering playing this game with my ex colleauges from RAINFOREST CAFE  in year 2000.

During our split shift.. like 2/3 hours free time.. so head down to the Lan Room. This game was taught by Samuel Lee. He taught me how to tackle and guide me along while playing.. till i got hooked.. it was like a adreneline rush of fun and excitment.. Ya.. La...!!! first time play mah...!!! 

Till now I still play some games just for fun and pass my time. Games I used to play are like... See if i can  recall...??? oh oh yeah.. ha ha ha

Games Like:

*Counter Strike

*Splinter Cell

*Rainbow Six Vegas

*Medals Of Honour

*BattleField

*Call Of Duty

BattleField

Call Of Duty4 Modern Warfare

Medal Of Honour

Rainbow Six Vegas

Splinter Cell

Austin...!!! Powers!!!!

My Fav Comedy The GoldMember

feature the lead Actress Me .. Ha ha just kidding

Looking at his teeth in the show, makes me wanna , visit my Family Dentist.

and get my teeth straighten too.. 

Groovy Baby...!!! yeahh....!!!