Walking down an old street, listening to the sound of my
own footsteps. I weren't sure if I'm heading towards anywhere,
or I'm just walking away to avoid the heavy crowd.
Then I saw a girl crying in the nearby roadside ...
I went forward to console her, asking if she needs my help,
and those words she whispered in my ears,
"There's nothing you can do to make me feel alright" .
Sometimes, not very often, you probably will get that feeling where
you don't wanna talk to anybody. You don't wanna fake a smile,
and you don't wanna fake being happy. But at the same exact time,
you just wanna be left alone.
And, I'm no exception either.
Many are aware that, it was so recently I have a serious problem
here, but from my part, there's isn't a need to explain it to
whoever you are.
Just like the girl in my dream, there's nothing you could do or
say to make me feel alright, and if I could want anything in the world,
it would be to be LEFT ALONE.
Because when I'm alone, no one will constantly ask me what's
wrong with everything, and even though I did replied, there
isn't anyone who will take "Nothing's wrong, I'm fine." as
I'm sorry, but keep this in mind, the difficult situation I'm facing
right now will soon be over, and that I will be able to be myself again,
but until then all I need is to be alone.
Memories lies well ....