Walking down an old street, listening to the sound of my

own footsteps. I weren't sure if I'm heading towards anywhere,

or I'm just walking away to avoid the heavy crowd.

Then I saw a girl crying in the nearby roadside ...

I went forward to console her, asking if she needs my help,

and those words she whispered in my ears, 

"There's nothing you can do to make me feel alright" .

Sometimes, not very often, you probably will get that feeling where

you don't wanna talk to anybody. You don't wanna fake a smile,

and you don't wanna fake being happy. But at the same exact time,

you just wanna be left alone. 

And, I'm no exception either.

Many are aware that, it was so recently I have a serious problem

here, but from my part, there's isn't a need to explain it to

whoever you are.

Just like the girl in my dream, there's nothing you could do or

say to make me feel alright, and if I could want anything in the world, 

it would be to be LEFT ALONE. 

Because when I'm alone, no one will constantly ask me what's

wrong with everything, and even though I did replied, there

isn't anyone who will take "Nothing's wrong, I'm fine." as 

an answer.

I'm sorry, but keep this in mind, the difficult situation I'm facing

right now will soon be over, and that I will be able to be myself again,

but until then all I need is to be alone.

Memories lies well ....

Very Second Counts

As we grow up,

we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will,

you'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it is harder every time.

you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours.

you'll fight with your bestfriend

.....and maybe even fall in love with them.

you'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry...

because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you.

So take too many pictures,

laugh too much,

and love like you've never been hurt...

because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.